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Listening to the music of life,
The beat of the song can be sad/happy. The monents we had together is gone too. No more the past, but present. I may be heartless, but heartless for you only. Because it is for you, just for you. You may not know my worries, you can hate me, treat me as your worse enemy. I cannot tell you my worries now, but you will slowly know when you slowly find out. You may not know i still treat you as my brother, but slowly you will know too. Although it is hard for you to accept it, but you hae to. No other chioce for you to choose. You may see me and walk away, you may talk to me like a stranger, you may also slap me without any reason, but I will let you do that, because the cause of pain is never that bad as you treated me. You may feel down that the whole world is letting you down, but all I can say is that I never leave you, and treat you as same as ever. No matter how you treat me, I can face it though how pain it can be. The cuts that I left is deep like an ocean, the tears that you cry for me is like a river pond filled with lots of water. But my worries for you is like as big as the sky, unconditionally big that you can never count. No one is perfect, but when you try to let go some things, try to get out of the past, move forward, you will achieve something better you can ever aspect. I can never say anything to let you go your feelings, but all I can say is, I'm sorry. And I'm leaving. Never turning back, because the words that you said and done, is all hurtful to the things I had done to you.